moving on..

me again (iya lah.. kalo gg gue, who else? -__________-)!
I want to post this posting as soon as possible; reminding that I face this problem EVERYDAY.

My main problem is.. I'm haunted with my parents' terror that I must transfer to my 'spare' high school, where I spent my junior high time. And I know that they have tried any ways, any arguments, or any mistakes either from me or smandel itself. Well, I chose smandel for my high school because I want to face new circumstances, new environment, new friends (even though I also met some of my elementary and junior high buddies), new challenges and so on. But every day, if I make a single mistake such as I'm easily to be forgotten, my mother always said "You lack of reading Holy Qur'an everyday. Don't NF always used to read 4 pages of Holy Qur'an everyday? You better go back there."

OH MY GOD IT'S KINDA WORST, SILLY SENTENCE THAT I'VE EVER HEARD. No, I'm not blaming the routinities to read Holy Qur'an everyday. But I blamed that she always blame every mistakes that I've done because of that. Well human never escaped from mistakes right? And her biggest mistake is she always do in the name of Qur'an, and also she never realised herself either. That's what I don't like hate from her. She told me these and that, but she never pay attention to herself. She read Qur'an everyday, doesn't do anything in her spare time excep for these activity, but never applicated it in her daily life. Such as in Surah an-Nur verse 31

24:31 And say to the believing women that they lower their gaze and restrain their sexual passions and do not display their adornment except what appears thereof. And let them wear their head-coverings over their bosoms. And they should not display their adornment except to their husbands or their fathers, or the fathers of their husbands, or their sons, or the sons of their husbands, or their brothers, or their brothers’ sons, or their sisters’ sons, or their women, or those whom their right hands possess, or guileless male servants, or the children who know not women’s nakedness. And let them not strike their feet so that the adornment that they hide may be known. And turn to Allah all, O believers, so that you may be successful.

Surat An-Nur: 30-31

"Katakanlah kepada orang-orang laki-laki yang beriman "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui, apa yang mereka perbuat." "Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman :"Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya dan memelihara kemaluannya, kecuali yang (biasa) nampak dari padanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung ke dadanya dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali kepada suami mereka, atau ayah mereka, atau ayah suami mereka, atau putera-putera mereka, putera-putera suami mereka, atau saudara-saudara laki-laki mereka, putera-putera saudara laki-laki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara perempuan mereka, atau wanita-wanita Islam, atau budak-budak yang mereka miliki, atau pelayan-pelayan laki-laki yang tidak mempunyai keinginan (terhadap wanita), atau anak-anak yang belum mengerti tentang aurat wanita. Dan janganlah mereka meukulkan kakinya agar diketahui perhiasan yang mereka sembunyikan. Dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, hai orang-orang yang beriman supaya kamu beruntung."

See? She almost never do these order, except for several people like my Qur'an recite tutors. Especially for those boldies.

I always tried to be istiqomah, to be myself as I used to be in NF. But my parents always see me in different way. Well, maybe because I'm so introverted. I've ever didn't call my parents in 2 months because I don't have any duties or importance to be talked to my parents. I'm not kinda cry baby or mommy's kid that can tell everything about how's school, or your crush, etc. I'm kinda cool, doesn't like to tell anybody about my problems. I'd like to keep it, then forgot it. And because of my school was a boarding school, they don't know anything about my activities there. They don't know that I liked to hide my earphone under my veil and hear mp3 along the school time. They don't know that I liked to forgot easily, spoke wrongly. So, if I had that 'horrible' habits in my junior high, who should be blamed here?

But after I enjoy 7-month-high-school-life, I found that my friends at smandel are much more religious than some of my junior high friends. Without experiencing boarding school life, they know that they have to cover their adornment perfectly (I've ever being told to lower my veil by my friend). They know that they should pray dhuha everyday. Moreover and the most shocking, they know some religion knowledges than I never know! And when I met some of my junior high buddies, some of them have took off their veils, or make it shorter than she wore in past. But not all of them are bad either (but I rarely find my buddies that still istiqomah with those long veil, skirt, and socks).

So, from my experience, should I transfer school? Leave some comments. Thank you for reading my horrible scribbles, but that's what I hold on lately.

bodoooh

okay, I'm in 8 stupid conditions now
1. I haven't do my super-many kumon homeworks (both English and math ^^;)
2. I used my father's laptop when he 'ran away' from my house (maybe I'll tell it later on)
3. It's 21:37, and I should wake up at 3:30 am to prepare my class-favourite-lunchbox (sounds exaggerating, but honest, almost everyone in my class love it!)
4. I'm sick, and for these recent 2 days I have a horrible antibiotic-eating cycle.
5. I always stare, without any reason, at YDKW photo (Y)
6. I miss my MSN badly. There's no MSN Messenger on my father's :(
7. I don't study hard, whereas IGCSE is 2 months to go
8. I felt bad for someone, who is still angry at me and my 3 friends. I tried to apologize her, but she didn't want to :(

well, actually I'm interested in telling you about my freaky-Friday, and okay, I'll tell it now.

So, actually my Friday was just fine, but there's something that make it different. All starts from 'Pelantikan Subsi' that will be held on Saturday. Because they want to determine who will bring this and that, some of my friends bring several things that they should bring on the next day. Then, Irfan brought a small disc, then I noticed that it's a disc with LED lamp surrounding on it surface. Because of that uniqueness, some of my friends borrowed it, so did Goya. He borrowed, then he put it in his school shirt. Using hat, a headmicro-phone (headphone + microphone), and the LED disc that had been turned on, my biology teacher gave a challenge to him. So, he should use that 'strange' appearence to International Class Secretary, and asked Mrs. Nanie (the fierecest one) about her opinion, and if he can do that, my teacher will take a picture with him. As a boy with no shame, Goya ran away to the secreatary and came back with smile. HE DID IT. hahaha :D Finally, he took a picture with my teacher :) *I will attach it later. It had not been posted in Facebook yet, with my classmates tag :D

I also LOVE that Friday. I talked a lot with YDKW. hahaha I LOVE IT :D but I felt that I'm useless, compared to him. It really make a contrast, 180 degree. I also get some tongue twisters about two toed tree toad loved a three toad tree toad and it was she. so sweet :) But Mrs Dian interrupted it and we should gather on the field to get some 'wejangan' from the headmaster about 'Pelantikan Subsi' for tomorrow. And as you already know that I didn't join it, and I can't wait for those stories from my friends :)

Do you have any idea how to do it?

It's me. Again, for the third post of this day. Now I'm desperating, having no idea for debating with my father. And now, let the story begin..

Well as you know, I will participate in inauguration of subsi member at the end of next week. I asked my father about his permission. And guess what? He didn't give it! He explained it as long as he was delivering speech. So bored. As long as I remember, he said that teenagers were just looking for friendship, and he also said that I'm busy. WHAT THE **** HE SAID LIKE THAT? He doesn't know how busy mesis kids are, and he blamed that I'm too busy. Okay. How could he blamed me if he didn't know any single thing about subsi thingy? Well, I'm not too close like anyone who consult with their parents about subsi that he/she gonna choose. I can say that I'm not their daughter. I can harshly said that I will cry a lot on my maid's cementery than my parents'. They just provide me with everything I need except one, happiness. I rarely felt truly very very happy (except when I was a kid) when I spent my time with them. If I can choose, I prefer to live as a poor but happy than live well but my soul was empty. Okay, back to the topic. I will post about this later, I promise.

Well, I hope that he didn't talk that long. He told me about my grandfather's life, how can he get so many friends.. And he said that 50 % from people who know us will like us, and rest of it will hate us. For me, that's wrong. I'm sure that only 10 % who really accept the way we are, and the rest aren't (maybe it's only happen to me). I believe that all factors that make my grandfather getting that many friends is because of the way he talk, and how his environment created him to be like that. Well he didn't know how shame I am when I can't talk in front of the class, and how I can't talk well. I'm a good listener, and I just know that it's not good for me. That's why I want to join subsi inauguration.

I don't care about how many friends that I have, but I really care about how can I speak boldly. I hope he knows that I'm not the same kid as I was.. I'm just a clown who never felt the happiness itself..

a really bad generation

Do we think that we're mature enough to continue the role of this world? 'Gimana dunia bisa maju kalo anak"nya kayak gini..?'

Astaga! Anak 13 Tahun Sudah Jadi Ayah

detikcom - Jumat, Februari 13

Astaga! Seorang anak laki-laki berusia 13 tahun telah menjadi ayah. Pacar anak tersebut baru saja melahirkan seorang bayi buah hubungan mereka.

Alfie Patten, anak asal Inggris itu merasa senang memiliki bayi. "Saya pikir akan menyenangkan memiliki bayi," kata Alfie yang wajahnya tampak jauh lebih muda dari usianya, seperti dilansir tabloid Inggris, The Sun, Jumat (13/2/2009).

Kekasih Alfie, Chantelle Steadman (15) melahirkan seorang bayi perempuan di Rumah Sakit Eastbourne, Sussex Timur, Inggris. Bayi tersebut diberi nama Maisie Roxanne.

Alfie berumur 12 tahun saat Chantelle mengandung bayi mereka. Keduanya memutuskan untuk tidak melakukan aborsi. Mereka terus merahasiakan kehamilan tersebut hingga saat usia kehamilan Chantelle 18 minggu, ibunya mencurigai tubuh putrinya yang semakin gemuk.

"Kami ingin memiliki bayi itu namun kami khawatir bagaimana orang akan bereaksi," tutur Alfie yang tinggal bersama ibunya. Ayah Alfie, Dennis telah berpisah dari ibunya.

Senada dengan Alfie, Chantelle pun yakin akan menjadi orangtua yang baik bagi anak mereka. "Saya akan menjadi ibu yang hebat dan Alfie akan menjadi ayah yang hebat," tutur Chantelle.

Meski usianya baru 13 tahun namun Alfie bukan ayah termuda di Inggris. Ayah termuda di Inggris adalah Sean Stewart. Dia menjadi ayah pada umur 12 tahun ketika kekasihnya yang juga tetangga sebelah rumahnya, Emma Webster (15), melahirkan anak mereka pada tahun 1998. Namun keduanya berpisah enam bulan kemudian.

exhausted. totally

as the title of this posting, I AM totally exhausted.
How can it be? Or I should say that there won't be any single day for me to relax-except for days when I suffered from illness. Possibly, I was infected by my sister, who got typhus and came back home. NOOO...!!

On Monday, I went to school as usual. I got bad score in ESL test, and there were only two students who got remedial :'(, me and the-boy-called-itMichelle a.k.a Michael, the boy from outer space *just kidding*. After school, I got PMR forum, fortunately the seniors weren't angry that day. We shared each other, gave some suggestion for the seri punishment as the result of late in collecting papers. We suggested to clean up the School Medical Unit, or make some wall magazine about PMR, but the seniors hadn't approve it yet. So, it was so 'gantung'.

Tuesday, there's nothing special, except the little disturbance that I made on Music time. So when some students were examined by the apprentice teacher from Universitas Negeri Jakarta, I explored the music room and found a green flag with tassels around it, and a long white banner (it's long, so I called it 'banner, even though I knew that the banner wasn't made from the 'supposed-to' banner material. Got it?) and I covered myself with those sheets and acted as a dead body, and Khalda took a picture of me :p

Wednesday, I'm off from school. My mother and I went to Tasikmalaya to manage something there. I miss X Inter A a lot! :) I arrived at Jakarta at night , when the clock stroke 7.

Thursday, I came back to school. I really missed that atmosphere. I asked my friends about what happened yesterday, and also asked my friends in PMR about the forum that I also missed yesterday. And I got headache because of all science subjects that filled that day, from 7 a.m. to 3.30 p.m.

Friday, I did Bahasa Indonesia presentation about the usage of conjuction, made some quizzes and let other groups answered it. Fortunately, I'm in a group of those smart-ies and dilligents, like Ardi, Cindy and Dana. I'm just nothing between them :( And I also experience three times of doing embarassing things. First, I went to X-I because the-woman-in-charge of PMR asked all of PMR members to gather on X-I at the second break period. And when I opened the X-I classroom door directly, the teacher was teaching in front of the class! Without saying anything, I ran away from that class ^.^; The second and third time was the same thing I did. It began when one of Rohis activist asked me to distribute flyers about the invitation of 'CERI' or 'Ceramah Keputrian' on AV Grande. She asked me to distribute it for X Inter A and X Inter B. And when I arrived at those class, apperently there's someone who distributed the same flyers as I received ^^;

Saturday, it's Valentine. I got chocolate from Dana and I should return something for her on White Day on March 14th *hahaha :) I'm not a boy. White Day is only for boy, kid*, and I hoped stupidly with You-Don't-Know-Him (YDKH), my new crush ;) but I don't want to have a relationship. It's haram, you know. There was no teaching-learning process, and no PMR diklat. So, all of PMR members were cleaning the School Medical Unit, and it was so aww. The cupboard was lying on the table, the floors were dirty, the windows were full of dust. It was similar to old hospital that often appear in horror movie scene :D In my opinion, the one that make the patient felt comfortable with that room were the lamps that shone brightly. We started the 'cleaning ceremony', and I as the 'setan bersih-bersih' did it quite well.. and had some chit-chat about problems among us. In the middle of 'cleaning process', I left the School Medical Unit to follow tutorial. But when I arrived at my class, it was so quiet. Only few people, like Khalda, Dana, Fiya (and she was lying on the chair), Ardi, and Alex. Later on I knew that it was break time. I was starving, and I planned to go to the canteen or cafetaria. I was going to go to canteen with Ardi, but he went to the bathroom first, and Khalda, Dana, Alex were going to have somemeal in canteen, cafetaria, or 'koperasi'. Finally, we went to 'koperasi' and bought some snacks there. I felt bad with Ardi :( Then, we came back to class to have math tutorial. After tutorial, I met some PMR members and took a look at the School Medical Unit that... wow, it's totally different than before (mm.. I think I shouldn't use totally. It didn't change a lot). It's cleaner, fresher, greener, lighter, match *heeh?*. Then I went to Aula, having Wushu class. I love it!

Sunday, it's a real bloody Sunday. I woke up with stuffed nose and nasal voice. I'm sure that I have covered all of my body part with a thick bedcover, but I still felt bad with that nose. And moreover, worse than that stupid stuffed nose and nasal voice, I should finished all my KUMON homeworks since 2 weeks ago and I still haven't finished it now. I'm absent for 2 weeks because of the subsi things, and it's impossible to arrive at Pondok Indah at 5 if I just left the school in Bukit Duri at 4 :( I also felt bad to the tutor there. And now, I'm enjoying downloading Japanese language materials from JapanesePod101. I used to download podcast from that server in iTunes, but now I'm trying to check the website and found many interesting stuffs there! It's highly recommended for those who wants to learn Japanese easier! *promotion mode : ON*

anti right-click and anti-copying system have been unlocked!

okay readers..

for those who want to copy something or several things that I stored and published on my blog, I have unactivated the 'anti-right-click-and-anti-copying system'. and now, you can copy and paste interesting postings on my blog!

cheers,
deenz

subsi things...

Well, I'm back and try to post this posting while searching for geography homework. aaarrrgggghhh!

Now, my friends and I were getting busier because of a thing called 'SUBSI' or 'SUB SEKSI'. I believe some of you were wondering. Subsi is kinda organisation in SMAN 8 Jakarta which lead by Student Council. And we can choose one of 11 non-religion subsi based on our interest; there are:
SIERA (Seksi Upacara - Ceremony Section)
PUAPALA (Putri Putra Pecinta Alam - Nature Loving Section)
MESIS (Media Siswa - Student Media, who will organise everything about wall magazine, magazine, yearbook, etc)
OR (Olahraga- Sport Section)
Art
Kopsis (Koperasi Siswa - Student School Store, who will organise the Honesty Coperation Store, and also a small distribution store in school)
SP (Sains dan Perpustakaan - Science and Library)
Kemas (Kemasyarakatan - Social Section, who will hold a social event)
PMR (Palang Merah Remaja - Youth Red Cross)
Teksound (Techology and Sound System, for those tech-freakies!)
Pramuka (Scout), but it's flexible. We can choose Pramuka and other subsi as well :)

And for the religion section, there are 3 section, ROHIS (Rohani Islam - Islamic Spiritual), ROKRIS (Rohani Kristen - Christian Spiritual), and ROKAT (Ro ohani Katolik - Catholic Spiritual).

What did I choose? Well, I chose PMR and Rohis, because I believe that we need PMR skill in our future life *caelaaa..* and Rohis..? I'd like to join mentoring which will enrich my knowledge about Islam. Actually, mentoring will be much more FUN if we have sister. In my previous school, mentoring is a weekly routinities. We get our mentoring group on the first two month after we enroll the new academic year. Then for girls, we usually hold our mentoring on Thursday, and boys on Monday. On the first meeting, we determine our group leader, and our sister. What are sister for? For my school which is a boarding school, it would be far away from our house. Then, if we sick, our sister will take care and has the responsibility of us. She/He will bring us food, give medicine, accompany us to visit the doctor in the clinic, and many fun things. We should do the same things as they do. Oh yes. Sister are for the girls, and Brother for boys. They won't be a girls have brother :) And you will also feel the real thing called 'clannish'. You prove it by yourself, without any compulsion.


Now, let's go back to the laptop topic.


After we chose the subsi that we interested at, we started what we called 'kaderisasi' or forming of cadre. It's kinda 'practise' for us to face the real world. The seniors introduce us to the world without 'sweet things'. Kaderisasi also teach us how to think fast but logic, how to make arguments and defend it, and the most important, how to maintain your time and how to make the scale of priority. Well, at kaderisasi, we get a lot of tasks to do. And the seniors always remind us not to do it at school, so we still can pay attention to the subject.

And the end of the kaderisasi is the inauguration. The inauguration process will take place around Gunung Bunder (probably close to the place where Maviroh was held). It takes 2 days and one night, and I wonder what will happen there. Wish me luck guys! :)

imeem updated!

Finally, I changed my playlist.. After using deenz's playlist for more than a year, and I was bored with the intro song 'Crossbonom - 9 Tahun', then I replaced those old songs with the new one!

Oh yes, I also add some nasheed (islamic song) but don't ever think that it's kinda boring. It's really fun and I love it! I don't like the conservative nasheed either.. Just enjoy it! :)

What's your soundtrack?

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Would Your Soundtrack Be?

Here’s how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp,
Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song
that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press
the next button
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend your
cool…just type it in man!

1. OPENING CREDIT
Lihat Dunia - Justice Voice
2. WAKING UP
Terlalu Cinta - Rossa
3. FIRST DAY AT SCHOOL
Loop - Sakamoto Maaya
4. “THE RELATIONSHIP”
Menyesal - Ressa Herlambang *wuut?*
5. BREAKING UP
Pede Aja Lagi - Justice Voice *HAHAHA :DD*
6. PROM
Hate That I Love You S0 - Rihanna ft Ne-Yo
7. FALLING IN LOVE
Boring Ending - Kacang Mede *how could it be..?*
8. LIFE
Nuansa Alam - Justice Voice
9. MENTAL BREAKDOWN
Keramas - Project Pop *nyahahahaha :))*
10. DRIVING
Humuhumunukunukuapuaa - High School Musical 2
11. FLASH BACK
Too Little Too Late - Jojo
12. GETTING BACK TOGETHER
Umbrella - Rihanna ft. JayZ
13. MARRIED
Merdekakah Kita - Saykoji
14. BIRTH OF CHILD
Jangan Pernah Pergi - Alexa
15. FINAL BATTLE
Rahasia - Saujana
16. DEATH SCENE
Beauty is You - Abdul and The Coffee Theory
17. FUNERAL SONG
Satu Bintang - Antique

18. END CREDIT
Jangan Janji - Project Pop

====================
What’s your Soundtrack v.2?

1. What u’ll answer if your friend asks: “Is this okay”?
Answer : Beautiful Girl - Jojo
2. Describing my personality
Answer : Oemar Bakri - Iwan Fals
3. What do you like in girl?
Answer : Gives You Hell - The All American Reject
4. How do you feel today?
Answer : Snow On Sahara - Anggun
5. What is ur motto?
Answer : Taxi - Project Pop
6. what your life’s purpose?
Answer: Mother Nature- Shaffix
7. what friends think of you?
Answer: Laskar Pelangi - Nidji
8. very thinking often about?
Answer: Begitu Salah Begitu Benar - Dewi"
9. What is 2+2?
Answer: Collapsing The Unit - Linkin Park
10. best friend?
answer: Oh Baby - Cinta Laura *sigh*
11. the person I like?
answer: Sesal Tiada Guna - Shaffix
12. life story
answer: Whatever You Like - T.I
13. grow up?
answer: Welcome to Metallic Party - Marble Berry (OST. Clamp School Detective)
14. funeral song?
answer : Penjara Jiwa - Ada Band
15. dance wed?
answer: Bunga - Bondan
16. when i see person i like?
answer: Jurus Terjitu - Tangga
17. hobby?
answer: Hummingbird - little by little (OST Yakitate!! Japan)
18. biggest secret?
answer: We Use The Pain - Linkin Park
19. worst thing could happen?
answer : Lebih Dekat Denganmu - Yovie and Nuno
20. makes me cry?
answer: My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion
21. makes me laugh?
answer: Dirt Of Your Shoulder - Linkin Park ft JayZ
22. what things usually you regret?
answer: No Air - Jordin Sparks ft Chris Brown
23. will you ever get married?
answer: Dealova - Once
24.what scares you most?
answer: Kecil Mungil - Justice Voice *HAHAHA :DD*
25. what will you post this as?
answer : Ikhtiar - Justice Voice

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hahaha nice gags

Dengan meningkatnya kriminalitas di ibukota dewasa ini, pemerintahIndonesia telah mengirimkan proposal penawaran kerja kepada sejumlah superhero dari negara Paman Sam.

Proposal ini menawarkan suatu bentuk kerjasama dimana para superhero di minta kesediaannya untuk bekerja di Indonesia dalam kerjasama denganMabes Polri untuk memerangi kriminalitas yang marak terjadi di kota-kota besar Indonesia, khususnya Jakarta.

Tetapi tidak diduga sejumlah besar superhero MENOLAK ajakan kerjasama ini. Berikut adalah alasan penolakan tersebut, yang mana membuat Pemerintah Indonesia TERSINGGUNG BERAT.

1. BATMAN (Bruce Wayne)
Bruce Wayne menolak ajakan kerjasama ini dengan alasan yang terlalu dibuat-buat. Alasan yang di berikan adalah dia keberatan menanggung pajak impor BAT-MOBIL ke Indonesia. Bayangin aja pajak ipor mobil mewah yang selangit, apa lagi BAT-MOBIL yang secanggih itu.

2. SPIDERMAN (Peter Parker)
Parker juga menolak ajakan kerjasama ini dengan alasan di Indonesia hanya ada seikit sekali gedung tinggi, so itu bisa menyulitkan di untuk bergelantungan dari gedung ke gedung. Kalaupun ada gedung tinggi, jaraknya terlalu jauh, sehingga sangat menyulitkan. Belum lagi saat bergelantungan, dia takut kecantol kabel listrik dan telpon yang berserakan di langit-langit kota besar Indonesia.

3. INVISIBLE GIRL (Susan Storm)
Menolak dengan alasan MINDER. Kemampuan menghilang yang dimilikinya masih jauh kalah dengan kemampuan menghilang orang2 Indonesia. Berikut wawancara yang dilakukan dengan CNN

“Saya sih hanya bisa menghilangkan diri saya sendiri. banyak orang di indonesia yang bukan hanya bisa menghilangkan diri sendiri, malahan hutang, asset2 negara yang pernah dikuasai, sampai hutang2 korupsi pun bisa dihilangkan juga. jadi saya minder nih”

4. THE THING
Menolak dengan alasan di indonesia sudah banyak orang dengan kulit yang lebih tebal dari saya, bukan hanya kebal peluru, malahan sudah kebal malu segala..

5. HUMAN TORCH (Johnny Storm)
Menolak juga sama dengan anggota2 Fantastic 4 yang lain, karena belum juga mulai bekerja, dia udah mendapat panggilan dari kejagung karena dicurigai menjadi dalang terbakarnya beberapa pasar di indonesia.

6. THE FLASH (Barry Allen)
Sebenarnya Allen sudah mempertimbangkan untuk menerima proposal ini,tetapi setelah melakukan survey ke berbagai lembaga pemerintahan diaakhirnya menolak. Bayangkan aja, untuk mendapatkan tanda tangan KTP aja orang harus menunggu berhari-hari. itu aja masih sabar. jadi kesimpulan saya, orang indonesia tidak memerlukan seorang superhero yang memiliki kekuatan berupa kecepatan. kecepatan tidak ada artinya buat bangsa yang alon2asal kelakon.

7. SUPERMAN (Clark Kent)
Sang manusia baja ini menolak dengan sopan, karena dia takut disangkutkan dengan tuntutan melakukan aksi pornografi/pornoaksi, karena celana dalamnya dipake di luar, bukan seperti lazimnya.

8. AQUAMAN
Merasa tidak kuat setelah mencoba pekerjaan baru di Indonesia, karena LAUTNYA UDAH TERCEMAR LUMPUR LAPINDO

9. WONDER WOMAN
Pada mulanya, sang peace ambassador dari atlantea ini merasa yakin bisa membantu pemerintah Indonesia. Tetapi setelah pengamatan lebih lanjut,dia akhirnya menolak juga dengan alasan, “kalo saya mati di us dalam menunaikan tugas kan masih bergengsi, dibunuh monster / villain. Di indonesia bisa2 saya mati digrebek FPI gara2 kostum saya yang super seksi ini.

10. CAT WOMAN
Menolak setelah ketakutan mendengar lagu KUCING GARONG.

11. JACK BAUER (Serial 24)
Jack Bauer juga nolakin proposal ini. Pasalnya biaya komunikasi internet di Indonesia termahal di dunia. Jadi tiap kali dia mau hacking komputer musuh malah bingung ntar bayar tagihannya.

12. HULK (Bruce Banner)
Banner menolak karena jalan2 di Indonesia terlalu sempit untuk ukuran tubuhnya. belum lagi kalo ngejar villain sampai ke gang2 perumahan, ntar kena portal, belum lagi dimintai duit cepe-an. mau ambil dari mana???? gw kan ga pake baju. belum lagi kalo nyebrang jalan, disorakin disangka si komo.

13. RAMBO (John Rambo)
Walaupun bukan super hero, tp dicoba juga oleh pemerintah RI. Tapi ditolak juga. Alasannya “gw paling jago kalo perang di dalam hutan. gimana mau perang di hutan???? kan hutan loe udah pada gundul”.

Akhirnya, pemerintah menawarkan proposal ke superhero lokal :
Gatotkaca, Gundala Putra Petir, Godam, dan Saras 008 (walaupun kabar terakhir Saras juga menolak karena cuma digaji Rp.0,000001/detik)

disclaimer: googlebottle.com

the one that I love :)

Biarlah (hapuslah Cinta)

oleh: Soulvibe

Untaian kata darimu
Tak cukup waktu tuk ulangi masa2 indah yg ada
Takkan ku ragukan lagi ku suka kamu
Dan kau merasakan hal yg sama
Namun ku tak bisa melakukan ini semua
Karena kini kau telah berdua

Hapuslah cinta antara kita berdua
Karena kau sudah ada yg punya
Biarlah diriku memendam rasa ini
Jauh di lubuk hatiku

Sebuah kisah indah kita
Berlalu cepat tanpa ku sadari
Takkan ku ragukan lagi
Begitu banyak kisah kita dalam langkah kita
Ku tak bisa melakukan ini semua
Karena kini kau telah berdua

*hmm. similar to my sitcon now. for both of them.hahaha :)

indahnya kalau semua mencintai seperti itu :)

Kulitnya hitam. Wajahnya jelek. Usianya tua.
Waktu pertama kali masuk ke rumah wanita itu, hampir saja ia percaya kalau ia berada di rumah hantu. Lelaki kaya dan tampan itu sejenak ragu kembali.

Sanggupkah ia menjalani keputusannya? Tapi ia segera kembali pada tekadnya. Ia sudah memutuskan untuk menikahi dan mencintai perempuan itu. Apapun resikonya.

Suatu saat perempuan itu berkata padanya, "Ini emas-emasku yang sudah lama kutabung, pakailah ini untuk mencari wanita idamanmu, aku hanya membutuhkan status bahwa aku pernah menikah dan menjadi seorang istri." Tapi lelaki itu malah menjawab, "Aku sudah memutuskan untuk mencintaimu.
Aku takkan menikah lagi."

Semua orang terheran-heran. Keluarga itu tetap utuh sepanjang hidup mereka. Bahkan mereka dikaruniai anak-anak dengan kecantikan dan ketampanan yang luar biasa. Bertahun-tahun kemudian orang-orang menanyakan rahasia ini padanya. Lelaki itu menjawab enteng, "Aku memutuskan untuk mencintainya. Aku berusaha melakukan yang terbaik. Tapi perempuan itu melakukan semua kebaikan yang bisa ia lakukan untukku. Sampai aku bahkan tak pernah merasakan kulit hitam dan wajah jeleknya dalam kesadaranku. Yang kurasakan adalah kenyamanan jiwa yang melupakan aku pada fisik."

Begitulah cinta ketika ia terurai jadi perbuatan. Ukuran integritas cinta adalah ketika ia bersemi dalam hati... terkembang dalam kata... terurai dalam perbuatan...

Kalau hanya berhenti dalam hati, itu cinta yang lemah dan tidak berdaya.
Kalau hanya berhenti dalam kata, itu cinta yang disertai dengan kepalsuan dan tidak nyata...

Kalau cinta sudah terurai jadi perbuatan, cinta itu sempurna seperti pohon; akarnya terhunjam dalam hati, batangnya tegak dalam kata, buahnya menjumbai dalam perbuatan.

Persis seperti iman, terpatri dalam hati, terucap dalam lisan, dan dibuktikan oleh perbuatan.

Semakin dalam kita merenungi makna cinta, semakin kita temukan fakta besar ini, bahwa cinta hanya kuat ketika ia datang dari pribadi yang kuat, bahwa integritas cinta hanya mungkin lahir dari pribadi yang juga punya integritas. Karena cinta adalah keinginan baik kepada orang yang kita cintai yang harus menampak setiap saat sepanjang kebersamaan.

Rahasia dari sebuah hubungan yang sukses bertahan dalam waktu lama adalah pembuktian cinta terus menerus. Yang dilakukan para pecinta sejati disini adalah memberi tanpa henti. Hubungan bertahan lama bukan karena perasaan cinta yang bersemi di dalam hati, tapi karena kebaikan tiada henti yang dilahirkan oleh perasaan cinta itu. Seperti lelaki itu, yang terus membahagiakan istrinya, begitu ia memutuskan untuk mencintainya. Dan istrinya, yang terus menerus melahirkan kebajikan dari cinta tanpa henti.

Cinta yang tidak terurai jadi perbuatan adalah jawaban atas angka-angka perceraian yang semakin menganga lebar dalam masyarakat kita.**


disclaimer: kakak (Maulana Rizal Ibrahim)'s notes :)

MAlam penerimaan aktiVIs ROHis kalo disingkat MAVIROH

YES MAN READER. It's freshly baked from the oven!

Jadi.. dari kemaren tanggal 31 sampe tanggal 1 Februari.. Rohis SMAN 8 Jakarta ngadain acara yg namanya MAVIROH *plesetan dari maghfiroh kali ya?* yg merupakan akronim dari Malam Penerimaan Aktivis Rohis. Acaranya di kaki Gunung Salak, tepatnya di Villa Panorama Alam. Dari kelas gue (X Inter A) tadinya yg ikut ada 6 orang, 3 cowo (Ardi, Irfan Naufal) n 3 cewe (gue, Dinda, Khalda). Tapi sayang disayang Dinda ga boleh ikut.. n tadinya Irfan mau nyusul, soalnya dia ikut lomba english debating di LabsRaw.. jadinya gg ikut deh. Akhirnya yg ikut jadi 4 orang.

Total peserta yg ikut Maviroh ada 36 orang; pas 18 cewe n 18 cowo. Yg akhwat *bahasa gaulnya cewe* ada Acid, Fatimah, Aca, Ica, Avi, Diana, Putri, Hani, Shaula, Rani, April, Noni, gue, Khalda, Dian, Kinkin, Gina, dan Dini. Ikhwannya *cowo. gg gahul nih gatau :p* gue gatau persis, tapi setau gue ada Ardi, Naufal, Hanif, Hanifi, Pras, Sultan, Dito, dan kurcaci" lainnya :)

Sabtu, 31 Januari 2009
Berangkatnya hari Sabtu siang, abis sholat Dzuhur. Sebenernya hari itu gue ada 7 jadwal = bahasa, tutorial, diklat PMR, ke dokter gigi, maviroh, wushu, dan liqo bareng Thiffa. Tapi akhirnya gue cuma ikut bahasa, tutorial sebentar, trus diklat PMR sama maviroh. Hehehe. Bawaannya BERAT banget. Gue bawa tiga tas; satu tas isinya baju dkk, satu tas isinya makanan, dan satu lagi isinya peralatan mandi + selimut. Yang parah itu bawaannya Khalda. Cuma satu, tapi gedenya nauju. Dia pake tas yg pernah dia pake pas lagi jambore Malaka. Gedenya kira" ada 1 meter lebih. Parah banget deh pokoknya. Kita berangkat pake... TRONTON MARINIR. yeah, gahol. Semua barang" ditaro di tengah sama di bawah kursi yg di tengah. Dempet-dempetan di tronton ber18 ditambah kakak" akhwat Rohis. Oh iya, kak Hanifa Adani ikut juga! Soalnya pas kelas 1, dia masuk 8 inter dan Rohis juga. Tapi pas kelas 2 pindah ke reguler 3 bandung. Jadinya dia ikut deh kalo ada acara yg dipanitiai Rohis.

Jalannya lamaaaa banget. Padahal Jakarta-Bogor, tapi ngabisin 3 jam. Parah betul memang ckckck. Nyampe" dikirain itu villanya. Ternyata BUKAN! Villanya mesti nanjak lagi. Hadoh. Kasian bener si Khalda. Udah takut tinggi, ranselnya berat pula. Akhirnya dengan berpedoman padaku *ah kata" gue gg banget deh* dia naik sedikit demi sedikit lama lama jadi bukit akhirnya nyampe juga di villanya. Oh iya, di tengah jalan menuju villa di atas gunung, gue dan Khalda ketemu sama kak Andre, ketua Rohis 44 (angkatan atas gue) yang lagi turun ke bawah dari villa itu. Dengan gentle, kak Andre menawarkan diri buat bawain ransel Khalda yg segede gorilla itu. Dan kamipun melanjutkan perjalanan sampe di villa.

Nice villa. Siapapun yg baru nyampe, pasti langsung duduk, selonjoran. Baru masuk, dan langsung ke atas. Eh eh ternyata akhwat villanya bukan disitu, tapi di bagian belakangnya. Bagian atas juga sih. Untungnya ada connected door yg kayak di hotel" gitu yg nghubungin lantai-villa-bagian-atas sama lantai-villa-bagian-belakang. Jadinya bisa ketok"an iseng" gitu laah. Namanya juga remaja *cuih!*.

Sampai di sana, beres-beres, istirahat, sholat Ashar (belom sempet di jamak tadi), trus gue mandi. Segeeer banget sumpah beneran deh. Keringetan dari tronton + keringetan naik ke villa + mandi sore pake air dingin = PERFECT. Tapi untung gue yg mandi pertama. Kasian yg lain belom sempet mandi, soalnya kakaknya udah wanti" kalo kita semua mau moving ke aula bawah. Bukan bawah tempat turun tadi, tapi palingan 1/4 dari jarah tempat turun - villa.

Di aula bawah, ikhwan-akhwat dihijab (dipisah) pake kain hitam. Abis itu sholat Maghrib dijamak Isya, lalu materi tentang Peran Dakwah Dalam Islam sama Majelis Syuro SALAM UI (kayak semacem rohis-nya UI). Abis itu tanya-jawab sambil ngambil makan. Lucu prosesnya. Jadinya, tempat prasmanannya itu ada di bagian ikhwan, jadi yg ngambil makanan akhwatnya dulu. Terus kakak" panitia ikhwannya megangin kain di bagian belakang, jadinya ikhwannya gg bisa ngeliat akhwatnya. hahaha :) Abis itu tanya jawabnya lamaaa banget. Maklum, namanya juga pemuda yg serba ingin tahu. Kalo gg serba ingin tahu, bukan pemuda namanya. hehehe :p Tapi kasian sampe pengisi materinya gg sempet makan. Lalu diisi materi lagi tentang Konsistensi Dakwah Islam (yah, kurang lebih judulnya gitu lah) sama pembicara yang sama. Sepertinya sang pengisi materi capek banget + laper gara" ngoceh daritadi, jadinya ganti pembicara! Pembicara baru-nya anak Psikologi UI angkatan 2006. Tapi sebelum ganti pembicara, ada ice breaking dulu biar pesertanya gg pada ngantuk. Jadi ice breakingnya gini, yg akhwat disuruh nulis pertanyaan yg diawali 'Mengapa....?' dan yg ikhwan disuruh nulis jawaban yg diawali 'Karena....'. Dikumpulin, terus dikocok. Ambil satu kertas dari yg akhwat, terus satu kertas dari yang ikhwan, dan bacalah. Ada yang nyambung, ada juga yg gg nyambung. hahaha

Narasumber kedua membahas tentang Peran Pemuda dalam Islam. Kocak, orangnya agak" geeky-weirdy gitu. Bikin ketawa pesertanya, tapi ada juga yang kriik kriik garing" gajebo gitu deh. Abis itu tanya jawab.. Gue gg perhatiin soalnya gue ngantuk dan tidur -____- Abis materinya selesai, kita balik ke villa lagi buat tidur, soalnya udah jam 12-an dan bakal dibangunin jam setengah 4an buat tahajud.

Ahad, 1 Februari 2009
brrrr... pagi" dingin bangeeet! Padahal gue udah pake kaos kaki, pake jaket d'rouszth yang tebel dan hangat. Tapi tetep aja dingin. Akhirnya gue kebangun gara" waker di hape gue bunyi dengan lagu Spongebob by Avril. Kebangun bentar, trus dengerin ikhwannya dibangunin, guenya ikut"an bangun. Lho, padahal yang dibangunin kamar sebelah, tapi gue malah bangun. Biarin, biar sekalian bangunin anak". hehehe. Bangun tidur kuterus wudhu, tidak lupa sholat tahajud *cieee*. Abis itu nambah hafalan dikit" (soalnya nyokap gue akan mencanangkan kembali program tahfizh qur'an di rumah!) trus beberes barang" di atas, soalnya prediksi gue, sekali ke aula, pasti gg bakal balik lagi ke villa. Jadinya beberes, pake baju-siap-kotor a.k.a baju d'rouszth + celana gunung yg udah 6 bulan gg kepake. Terus sholat subuh, al ma'tsurat, ada pengumuman dari kakaknya! Katanya akhwatnya dibagi jadi 3 kelompok buat jadi liqo-an, di mana yg jadi murobbi adalah alumni 8. Tapi karena alumninya belom sempet dikontek, jadi sementara sama PJ-nya dulu. Gue sekelompok sama Avi, Rani, Khalda, Shaula, daaan (sorii banget, gue lupa siapa -____-), PJnya kak Gadis. Abis dibagi, terus ke kelompoknya masing" buat liqo perdana *ceilee..* sambil bahas isu" hot nentuin ketua kelompoknya. Ketuanya Avi, gue dan kurcaci lainnya jadi dayang" sejati.

"Akhwat semuanya ngumpul ke bawaah...!" kata salah satu kakak Rohis. Ternyata lagi pembagian kelompok outbond. Gue kelompok 3 bareng Avi, Hani, Shaula, Gina, Diana. Terus bikin yel-yel abis itu main", foto" sambil nunggu makan pagi. Makan paginya nasi uduk. Ada juga yang nasi uduk merah. Abis makan siap" berangkat bareng sweeper kelompok, kalo kelompok gue kebagian kak Diana.

Perjalananpun dimulai. Pos pertama dijaga Kak Farisa dan Kak Iie. Jadi ceritanya ada 6 tali rafia, trus dipluntir" dan kita harus milih satu tali di atas dan satu lagi di bawahnya. Kita harus ngelepas tali itu satu per satu, gimanapun caranya. Di pos ini, kelompok gue gagal. Dan ternyata.. kunci keberhasilan games ini adalah hoki"an. Capek deeeh. Esensinya, harus ada satu orang yang jadi pemimpin yg memimpin anak buahnya untuk melepaskan diri dari tali itu. Dan kelompok gue karena semuanya ngatur, jadi gg ada pemimpinnya.

Pos kedua dijaga Kak Tari dan Kak Risna. Tapi di perjalanan, kelompok gue ngeliat elang terbang yang baguuus banget. Di sini, semua kelompok disuruh naik ke atas trash bag yg udah dibelah. Kita harus ngelipet trashbag itu sekecil mungkin sehingga semua orang bisa ada di atasnya. Tapi gg boleh duduk dan kaki gg boleh keluar trashbag. Kelompok gue BERHASIL! Yeay!

Pos ketiga dijaga Kak Hanifa dan Kak Chelsea. Di sini, kita dipasang"in, trus disuruh nyari tutup botol susu Frisian Flag di area yg ditentukan. Tapi, tiap pasangan harus ada satu yang jadi tangan, dan satu yang jadi kaki. Dengan berbagai metode yg dipakai, gue dan Diana akhirnya berhasil dapet tutupnya! :)

Pos terakhir, pos yang paling seru.. ISRAEL VS PALESTINA. Di pos ini, semua peserta akhwat dibagi jadi 2 kelompok. Satu kelompok jadi Israel, satunya lagi jadi Palestina. Tiap kelompok ada ketua kelompok yang ditandai dengan slayer, dan setiap ketua dan anggota kelompok dapet 'ekor' dari tali rafia yang diselipin di celana. Kalo 'ekor' pemimpinnya diambil, berarti kelompoknya kalah. 2 kelompokpun bertanding, dan yang menang akan mendapatkan hadiah, yaitu bertarung dengan kakak kelas!

Lalu pos yang sangat terakhir, di mana peserta ikhwan dan akhwat diwajibkan untuk mencari kertas yang terselip. Dan rangkaian huruf-huruf itu akan membentuk kode. Setelah itu dibawa ke depan panitianya lagi, dan merangkai huruf" itu menjadi sebuah kalimat, "UKHUWAH DAN KOMITMEN". Kalimat itu adalah esensi utama yang diharapkan oleh panitia Maviroh untuk didapatkan oleh para peserta. Lalu disuruh tutup mata, nostalgia 2 hari ini, ngucapin ikrar Kader Muda Rohis. Masih tutup mata nih, terus tiba" disiram sama kakak panitia akhwatnya! Untung aja gue gg kena! Terus salam"an, pergi ke aula buat makan, ke villa buat beres", terus pulang deh!

Jalan pulangnya gokil banget. Jadi, supir tronton akhwat jago nyalip dan ngebut, tapi supir tronton ikhwan napsuan dan gg mau kalah! Kalo tronton ikhwan udah kita salip, dia pasti gg bisa nyalip balik. Trus kalo ada di belakang tronton akhwat, pasti nglakson-nglakson gg jelas sambil nyalain lampu bawah dan sen kanan. Gak jelas banget kan? Kasian akhwatnya, apalagi yang bagian belakang. Akhirnya, supir tronton akhwat dengan sekuat tenaga ngebut dan nyalip sana-sini. Saking napsunya supir tronton ikhwan, sampe nabrak orang pake motor sampe motornya bener" jatoh! Watados *wajah tanpa dosa* banget lagi supirnya, main kabur aja. Akhirnya nyampe juga. Dan dengan tambahan cerita dari Ardi,

"Gila, tronton cowonya parah banget! Kita semua di dalem desek- desekan, panas banget!".

Gue nyahut aja,"Tronton cewe dong, lega banget. Ada yang tidur pake jatah duduk 2 orang lagi!".

"Iya tuh! Pas yg cowo ngeliat tronton cewe, gila, lega banget! "

hahaha. Yg ikhwan, sabar yaa.

GUE MAU MAVIROH LAGIIIII. KAPAN LAGI YAA?

NB: buat kalian berdua yang lagi seneng sama lagu ini..

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