This is my workplace - my sky which will be filled by my clouds of thoughts and appears as a beautiful panorama.
11 April 2010
Current affair
My life is becoming a nightmare lately. I think too many problems in one time:
1. A Level exam is getting closer, about one month from now. I'm too lazy to study, whereas I take four subjects and there is a day when I take three papers directly! I also got some bad scores here and there, and I need extra learning time.
2 . I also take part in Rohis' big event, 8 MISSION (8 Islamic Skills Competitions) as a secretary. Luckily, this job is only get the chaotic moments before and after the event is over. But apparently, we need extra work to earn money to support this event, and all Rohis activists become the fund-raising team, which means I have to earn money too -___-.
3. Beside that, I'm presiding over an event, which is Blood Donor (Donor Darah) and I can't leave that because my co-partner is also busy with her job, and the event is going to be held on the same day as 8 MISSION, so we get more blood donors than last year (which we only get fifteen donors :'( ) and I haven't make the appointment, and so on and on.
Huaaaaah I'm suffocating. I become more vulnerable lately. It's just my school life problem. Haven't mentioned my love life problem (which I've silently mentioned on my previous post), my usual home problem - alone. I really hate to be alone. This is a problem which won't end, because this is my risk of being in a full-time school. Nobody will take care of a full-time high schooler like they care about a full-time elementary schooler.
I miss my childhood badly. I miss how my angel was always there for me *crying* (Not to mention that I was so spoiled, but I need her in some certain condition, like accompanying when I was cooking. Not all the time like all babysitters did). I miss how she treated me like the-kids-say-it's-their-mother's, because as long as I can remember, my own mother never treated me that way. I remember how hard I cried when she left me. Alone, and I cried about four consequent night. She's more than just a perfect mother replacement.
Past will always be past. God won't let the time reversed no matter how hard we cried. Because past is the best guidance if you want to learn how to face life.
13 February 2010
Sekolahku, banjir prestasinya!
Skip saja, tidak begitu penting.
Minggu ini memang minggu yang cukup sibuk-dan cepat- untuk saya pribadi, dan mungkin untuk sebagian orang. Pelajaran Matematika dan Sains yang bertambah porsinya, dari 9 jam pelajaran menjadi kurang lebih 12 jam pelajaran PER mata pelajaran. Memang inilah resiko yang dihadapi untuk menjadi anak Sains-menjalani mata pelajaran yang kompleks, ditambah dengan guru-guru yang, sepertinya, bosan untuk bertemu anak-anak yang sama setiap harinya dan lelah untuk mengikuti ritme jadwal pelajaran yang terlalu kacau ini, sehingga kestressannya tersalurkan secara tidak wajar.
Terkadang, manusia punya limit resistensinya terhadap tekanan. Tak sedikit-atau bahkan semua- siswa SMA Negeri 8 Jakarta yang mengharapkan datangnya 'tamu tahunan', yaitu banjir. Inilah apa yang baru saya rasakan tadi pagi. Di tengah khidmatnya tutorial dan psikotes, serta guru-guru pembina OSN yang sedang mengikuti workshop, tamu itu datang. Di hari Sabtu. Oke, saya juga salah satu dari sekian banyak siswa yang mengharapkan banjir. Banjir datang, hatipun senang karena dalam satu-dua hari kedepan akan libur, dan pada H+3 banjir, kegiatan belajar-mengajar akan dipindahkan ke Pusdiklat, Kuningan, seperti tahun lalu.
25 December 2009
I miss this :)
Maaaaaaaf banget akhir-akhir ini jarang nge-blog, soalnya koneksi lagi bener-bener gak dewa, sama sekali. Malah dikasih modem axis yang konek setengah jam langsung abis 100 ribu. PARAH BANGET :((((
Setelah Idul Adha, acara selanjutnya adalaaah:
1. EDUTOUR SINGAPORE!! Seperti yg sudah gue jelaskan sebelumnya, EduTour itu kayak Goes To Campus, tapi ke Singapore. Dan kalo gue bilang, lebih mirip wisata kuliner dan tour beneran daripada EduTour. Oh iya anyway, gue ikut yang Science ke NTU buat workshop. Awalnya bete berat, hari pertama workshop Physics. Mana gue sempet ketiduran pas lagi presentasi hahaha. Tapi gak separah seseorang yg pas presentasi, udah tidur, ngorok pula! Sampe presentatornya (anak NTU) bilang, "Are we that boring?". Hahaha paraaaah. Trus sok-sokan ngerti (biar cepet ngejelasinnya -_-"), dan akhirnya haripun selesai. Besoknya workshop Chemistry, seru bangeeeet! Mengekstrak kafein dari teh, pake alat-alat canggih kayak spektroskopi (maklum wong deso :p), trus ada sentrifugasi yg diatur temperaturnya, pokoknya keren deh! Maaf jadi belajar -_-"
Satu hal yg paling gue inget dari NTU..
CHICKEN CHOPNYA YG ENAK PARAAAAAH
Chicken chop itu semacem steak ayam yg disajikan dengan mash potato dan salad, trus kita bisa milih mau pake butter rice ato spaghetti. Kita juga bisa milih pake cream sauce ato bolognaise sauce. Itu yang namanya ayam, lembuuuuut banget. Pemilihan sausnya pas, trus saladnya standard sih, lettuce. Mash potato juga, muanteeeeep rek! Pas workshop terakhir di NTU (workshop chemistry), kelompok workshop gue (Asty-Dana-Dinda) akhirnya mesen makanan yang sama (setelah nyicip punya gue kemarinnya, hahaha), tapi GAK HABIS! Dan akhirnya, gue ngabisin semuanya sampe bener-bener bersih. POKOKNYA GUE MESTI BISA BIKIN YANG SAMA! (maaf ya jadi OOT -_-')
Selain ke NTU, anak Science juga ke NUS, SIM, SMU. Tapi gak seseru di NTU sih, soalnya gak workshop. Dan selain GTC juga, kita jalan-jalan! Ke Merlion Park naik boatnya, ke Sentosa Island nonton Song of the Sea (which made me wished Bau would come along with me :D), sama tempat makannya yang macem-macem, mulai dari masakan Malaysia, Thailand, Jepang, pokoke maknyus! Aaaaahhhh kangen pengen ke Singapore lagiii :) Soalnya kalo sama orangtua gue, gak bakal bisa kayak gini :'(
2. SUMATIF! Aduh ini sih udah no comment ya. Menyisakan jejak-jejak remedial yang lumayan banyak: Chemistry 2 papers, Physics Paper 1, B. Indo (tapi gak jadi remed gara-gara yg gak remed cuma satu orang). Kalo gak salah sih cuma segitu, tapi kayaknya masih ada deh
3. BAGI RAPOT Ini lebih gak komen lagi ya, soalnya gue belom terima rapot gara-gara...
4. KE BANGKA Ya, ini pulau Bangka pasangannya pulau Belitung, tempat shooting Laskar Pelangi itu. Dan pas mau berangkat, dari pesawatnya take-off jam 6-an, delay sampe jam 12! Parah bangeeeet. Di sananya gak sempet jalan-jalan banyak, DAN GAK SEMPET KE PANTAI. Crap. I love beaches a lot :) Tapi udah beli oleh-oleh sih untungnya.
5. CINEMA MARATHON Saking bener-bener bosen di rumah, akhirnya gue memutuskan buat nonton 2 film berturut-turut di bioskop yg berbeda. Pertamanya nonton Avatar 3D di eX (dan ketiduran -_-), trus Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 di Stibud, hehehe. Proud to be Bolang!
Dan rencana liburan selanjutnya, kayaknya gue bakal kebanyakan belajar (muna). Tapi kayaknya bakal ke Bandung, atas permintaan adek gue gara-gara gak jadi ikut ke Bangka. Satu hal lagi yang pengeeeeen banget gue lakukan di liburan ini:
Gue kangen bangeeeet main biola! Setelah tercampakkan selama 4 tahun, kayaknya dia pake "Attract User", dan akhirnya dia pengen gue pake #cenayang. Hehehe. Kemaren setelah di stem di MG Store Gramedia Matraman (tapi stemnya fail -_- dan akhirnya gue bisa nyetem sendiri *kayaknya*), beli rosin dan violin polish, gue coba 'murojaah' yg pernah gue mainin. Tapi ternyata..... BRIDGENYA KUDU DIGANTI (bridge: kayu agak putih yang ada ditengah"plat hitam bagian atas dan bawah, dan diantara 2 bolongan 'f' itu), jadi kalo gesek satu senar, yg lain ikut kegesek :( Semoga bisa main lagi, trus bisa ikut Taman Suropati Chamber, amiiiin!
31 October 2009
pelabuhan kelayapan tengah malam
Ah iya sebelum gue lupa, selamat dan sukses atas terpilihnya Citra Loveintha sebagai kepala suku PMR 27! Semoga anda bisa membimbing kami-the rebellions- (lo aja kali din) ke tempat
Dan hasil pemilihan cakaput, as I expected before, ketua keputriannya adalaaaah....Gue ceritain dulu presentasinya! Jadi presentasinya kan hari Sabtu, dan hari Jum'atnya gue ada di rumah yg di Depok ituloh yg jauh di ujung dunia. Dan gak ada komputer. Dan gue belom ngerjain presentasinya. Great! Gue baru ngerjain presentasinya pagipagi di apartemen. Trus kan gue ke sekolah, dan ternyata gak bisa presentasi di sekolah, jadinya presentasi di rumah Kak Fitri, di daerah Bidakara situ. Nungguin yg lain, akhirnya semua kumpul dan naik angkot carteran ke TKP. Berasa emak-emak mau ke pengajian, satu angkot kerudungan semua.
Nah udah sampe nih. Presentasi di mulai, Dini duluan yg ditunjuk kak Intan. Gina lagi diwawancara, dan gue dipingit di salah satu kamar (kayaknya sih punya kak Fitri) dan ngafalin presentasi yg baru dibuat tadi pagi. Dan dingiiin banget sampe" gue tidur -_- Cepek deh. Dan presentasinya itu katanya sih setengah jam, tapi pas gue liat jam, udah satu setengah jam GILAK. Diserang habis"an! Gimana gueeeee. Akhirnya Dini balik, dan ishoma, baru gue presentasi. Beneran, yg namanya presentasi gue ancur bubur. Udah ngomongnya gajelas, cepet banget (maklum, anak visual), pake acara lawak"an lagi. Gatot dah pokoknya (ampun pak gatot, bukan anda yg saya kamsud!) Abis itu tanya jawab, eeeeh di skip gara" udah siang, dan Gina belum presentasi. Alhasil, gue dianggurin lagi
Ah, gak jadi-jadi kan gue ceritain siapa kaputnya. Kaputnya adalah.. Gina Mariana Silvana! Selamat selamat! Dan as you can expected, gue jadi sekretaris-secara sukarela dan terpilih. I wonder how can I love this job, since junior high. Sayapun berpartner dengan Aulia Rahmantut pabrik H2S hahaha canda man. Yah pokoknya partner saya ikhwan, pastinya, dan sekelas dengan saya. Ufufufufu
Daaaaan sudah terpilih ketua PO, PK, dan subsi-subsi!
Ketua PO: Ina
Ketua PK: Dihap
Ketua Rohis: Jola
Ketua Rokris: Daniel
Ketua Rokat: Albert
Ketua Siera: Faris
Ketua Puapala: Luther
Ketua Pramuka: Pras
Ketua Kemas: Diana
Ketua Mesis: Hafizh
Ketua Teksound: Hanif
Ketua SP: Hanifi (bukan kembaran yg di atas)
Ketua Kopsis: Fina
Ketua OR: Ryan
Ketua PMR: Citra
Ketua Art: Eja
Selamat bekerja semuanya!
Intermezzo, gue lagi suka lagu ini:
Ecoutez-Maafkan (Tak Sempurna)
saat kau katakan apa yang kau rasa dalam hatimu padaku
dan kujawab rasa cintamu yang dalam dengan senyuman di bibirku
semua indah, serasa dalam mimpi
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
dan hari pun silih berganti menguji cintaku kepadamu
tlah kuberi semua rasa cinta serta hatiku padamu
namun kau slalu menuntutku lebih
hingga ku tak tahu harus apa lagi
reff:
maafkan aku yang tak sempurna
sampai kapan pun itu aku tetap begini
ku hanya ingin tuk selalu menjadi
yang terbaik untukmu
huuuu, tak sempurna, tak sempurna
huuuu, tak sempurna, tak sempurna
seandainya ku dapat menjadi seorang seperti yang kau inginkan
hingga tak tergantikan cintaku dengan cinta yang lainnya
karena kau slalu menuntutku lebih
sampai ku tak tahu harus apa lagi
repeat reff
tak sempurna, tak sempurna, nanananananana
oooooh, tak sempurna, tak sempurna
dididididadadadida, tak sempurna, tak sempurna
dududududududu, tak sempurna, tak sempurna
repeat reff [2x]
tak sempurna, tak sempurna
tak sempurna, tak sempurna
*****
Ah, saya suka sekali accousticies!
17 May 2009
IGCSE news report!
This week IGCSE is just a warm-up. On the first day, it's Physics Paper 6 (Alternative to Practical) so, it's kinda written practical report, but without doing the practical itself. Well, like I posted before, it's quite easy but I did some silly mistakes -____- Hope that I can still achieve A*.
The next day is... Math Paper 2, short answered. At the first sight, I didn't feel any difficult question. But after I did it.. HUAH! I didn't do about three questions on the first-round answering. After I finished the last one, the 22th question, I rechecked the answers and alhamdulillah, I could answer those blanks :) I hope that I didn't do any single
And the day after is.. CHEMISTRY PAPER 6 (horror mode: ON). I think it was so difficult until I thought that I couldn't do any single question (too 'lebay' :p). But, bismillah. I started to answer it and I could answer it quite well, even though I got several mistakes :)
The last test that I did this week is ESL Reading and Writing Paper. It was sooooo thrilling -o-. I got no problem with reading, but writing is the most exhausting thing to do. Like what my teacher said, I could write on the question paper with pencil, but don't forget to erase it. Then, I obeyed it, and it created a sea of eraseeeer. Well actually it's not a real sea, but I got many eraser dust around me -___-.
On Saturday, I joined Math and Biology tutorials for the next days exam. After tutorial, I went to Setiabudi (where I used to have my big-family dinner at Ming Chinese Restaurant there) with Ardi, Isti, Irfan, and Hakim. We waited until 12 sharp for Ardi because he joined Province Science Olympiad selection for Math. Actually, Isti was joining that selection too, but she had already finished because she's on Biology, and the test was held at my school -___-. hehehe. Then, we started our journey by bus to Kebon Pala busway shutter. We went to Martraman, then transited to Halimun, then we travelled until Setiabudi Utara. But... when we took the bus from Matraman-Halimun, we forgot to got off from the bus, so we arrived at Dukuh Atas -___- There was no time left, and we decided to go by taxi. THE TAXI WAS ROCK! Isti sat on the front, then me, Ardi, Hakim, and Irfan sat on the back side, like sardine in a can. hahaha but finally, we arrived at Stibud, and we got the ticket!! Well when we watched inside, there's plenty of empty chairs, so we didn't have to worry. Oh yeah, we watched ANGELS AND DEMONS which is extremely cooool! From the cinema, we were searching for lunch. I bought a Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream at Baskin n Robin, and finally we (actually only Isti and Irfan) had lunch at Frankfurter Hotdog. Hakim went home first, because he's sleepy :p and after that Ardi and I went home by Ardi's car :)
Okay, the next IGCSE exam this week are Math Paper 4 (Structured Questions-kinda essay math), Biology Paper 6 (Alternative to Practical) and ESL Listening. I hope that I can pass it well, and get A*. But before that, I hope that my hearing will be okay during the test :)
Last one, I got sore gum because of my molar started to grow, and I got difficulties to chew and eat anything hard :( Every morning I only drink warm milk tea -___- Hope that I can get well soon. Thank you fellas :)
05 May 2009
IGCSE really freaks me out
On Tuesday, okay, my dad received my report card and it's quite disappointing. I got 60 for my ESL homework, Bahasa Indonesia, and Geography. Well, I rarely do my ESL homeworks so I don't take it seriously with that mark. The one that I protested about it, why Naufal got that mark higher than me? He always do the homework with me - on the last day of mark-recording time. hemm it's a mystery -___-; For Bahasa Indonesia, I didn't take it seriously either. The teachers were rarely attend the class, and the midtest exam topic weren't about everything he thought. And now, he moved to Argentina to teach Bahasa Indonesia. Whew, he enthusiastically teach foreigners rather than his own students -___- And for Geography, I'VE ALREADY TOOK MY REMEDIALS and it didn't changed-well, it degraded 5 points from 65 to 60 -___- Wednesday and Thursday, nothing special. Friday night, I prepared a lot. For Stay Alert- Stay A Night for Learning and Training, Youth Red Cross' event that updated our knowledges about technical and theoritical things about First Aid; special post about this later-, did my book summarize about 'School Preaching Guide', and for my moving. Well, because of IGCSE that I will attend are several days to go, my mother suggested us to move to my grandma's apartment which only take 15 minutes to go to school! And that's where I live now :)
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY SUCCESS IN IGCSE EXAM!!! your prayers are my happiness. straight A* amiiin.
and one more...
HAPPY 100TH POST! :)
I hope that this blog will be more exist and will be more useful for others.
22 April 2009
busy and tired daaay :)
rese banget
Yth Pengurus Yayasan NFBS,
Kami mendapat keluhan dari anak kami di asrama ABC,sudah beberapa hari ini air mati sehingga ada air tetap[I kotor selesai madi badan jadi gatal2.
Dan juga karena anak kami kelas 10 C SMA,pada saat dilaksanakan UAn mereka tidak libur,sedangkan semua sekolah apabila UAn dilaksanakan selalu kelas dibawahnya libur
Jadi dengan kebersamaan air mati dan UAN barangkali bisa usu untuk dapat dilburkan dulu.
Demikian disampaikan terima kasih,dan mohon maaf bila kurang berkenan.
Wassalam Wr Wb,
18 April 2009
long holy-days, finally
Well then, I just passed a not-so-fun week, because my class was so...quiet. I felt weird when I studied in a quiet condition-maybe I'm used to study in the noisy one, or I'll feel asleep. haha and I just play the computer most of the school hour, or just pay no attention to the teacher. But I experienced something that really really stupid on Friday. On that day, there was a LKS forum. Most of the participants *or maybe only me* were nervous when having the forum or something like that. In the class, I got stomachache, and just kept calmly panic *???*. Then after the bell rang, Ardi, Naufal, Emil and I were 'running' to the class where the forum was usually held. But at the moment we were walking to there, an officer whistled us not to get closer to the class that we're going to go for forum. When we approached him, one of our counseling were angry because many students were being stubborn, and so on and on. So, the conclusion was... WE DIDN'T ATTEND THE FORUM. hahaha :) :) but I attended 8 mission meeting. 8 mission is a religionic competition that will participated by Jakarta's islamic highschool students.
14 April 2009
huaaaaah


02 April 2009
HAPPY! SENENG! SHIAWASE!
First, I changed my phone. Well, actually it's not my wish, but my mom's. Because she's freakishly love thin, small, and simple phone! Then she changed her phone (which I've used it when I participated a national level competition in Jogja on my 3rd grade junior high) to mine, and I used her phone :) :) :) oh yeah but I got some problems on the preferred access point, which I can't change from the former operator to my operator :(
Second, I GOT CLOSER TO YDKW. wawawaaaaw actually we're close, but I think that we're getting closer now, eventhough he knows that I'm little bit (whaaat?) insane.. hahaha :)
Third, I joined the LKS briefing. I met many people, and yeah, I love it. I got many friends, and more people know me. hahahaha :) but I was scared that there will be more tension there, but so far so good :)
Fourth, my class will participate BBM (Bazaar Budaya Murid) SMAN 8. So, our class will make stand, similar to stand in exhibitions, but they determine the theme, and they asked us to choose from 33 provinces in Indonesia, and my class took Maluku :) It's kinda hard, but Ichi is really really got herself into it! She determines everything, about the stand's settings, the uniforms, who will bring these and those, awawaw I really feel bad to her. Moreover, she will join the National Science Olympiad selection on regency level on Saturday, coincide with BBM. ckck I pray that when she die, she will go straight to the heaven *amiiin*. chi, you're the best! Oh yes I also participate in this event. I will make some snacks *which is class' favourite* and drinks that I've ever drank in Junior High as ta'jil, or sweets that we eat for breaking fast.
Fifth, I'm going to go to Thiffa's birthday in Blok M. I miss d'rouszth badly awww.
OKAY that's it. I wanna share my happiness to you, and I hope for those with bad mood, will be affected by positive ions that I spread to you. hahaha :) Like my teacher said that pesimistic is infectious, why happiness isn't do the same thing?
Wi-Fi school : ON
After six months of pending and boring times with those f-*peeeep* -ing wi-fi, now it works!
Thanks for the Secretariat people. You're awesomee! :)
*but my favourite computer got mozilla firefox crash, and that's the only browser there :(
26 March 2009
hot gossips!
So, after vacuum for a week and several days, like what I've posted before, I followed the National Science Olympiad selection at school. For several people who passed the test will participate in the same olympiad but higher level. I thanked the God to not pass me in this test, so I can concentrate more to this week highlight...
IGCSE ESL Speaking Exam
I was so shocked when the teacher told my class that the exam will be held this weekend, on Saturday. TOMORROW. Well I think I should prepare for it, and I get 10 mins. from 09.10-09.20 if I'm not mistaken. I'm a little bit worried about it, since I have minim vocabs, limited grammar and many disabilities that will damage my scores. aaaahhhh... But according to the latest speaking test which was held in Mid-Term Test, I got straight 9 for Vocabs, Structure, and Fluency. Well I hope some miracles will happen during the test.. *puppy eyes*
and one more gossip..
I passed the LKS selection. Oh God, thanks a lot. I asked a lot about it to my friend and I just can't wait. Although many people said that it's a lot harder than subsi kaderisation, but I want to challenge myself and try something different (general reasons).
Well, I DEMANDING YOUR PRAYERS FOR MY IGCSE TEST. amiin amiin amiin I hope I can passed it with good grades :)
23 March 2009
nilai midtest...! -updated-
Sip! Dari mapel IGCSE dulu yaw
Biology
Paper 1: 88.57 (gg jelek-jelek banget lah buat ukuran gue sang pembenci biologi. parahnya pas nilainya baru dibagiin, satu kelas pada remed -hampir- semua. Akhirnya pada periksa ulang, ternyata orang yg disuruh Mr. Acep buat meriksa salaaah banyak banget zz. Gue tadinya dari 35 soal bener 26 -kalo diitung nilainya 74 dan nyaris gg remed, untungnya kata sir-nya gg. hooh :)- jadi bener 31. yipee!)
Paper 3: 80 (not too bad..)
Chemistry
Paper 1: 90.00 (ALHAMDULILLAH mapel yg gue andalkan gg remed jugaa :) )
Paper 3: 80 (ALHAMDULILLAH gue sangka remed. gg ngerti equilibrium"an zz.. and..? ;) )
Paper 6: 80.76 (alhamdulillah banget.. gue baru ngafalin perubahan" ion pagi-pagi.. dan soalnya semua tentang itu zz. tapi keren lowch si mike nilainya lebih tinggi dari gue :D)
ESL (English as Secondary Education)
Reading: 89.77 (ini nanggung bangeeet dikit lagi 90. oh iya ini nilai reading paling bagus yg pernah gue dapet lhoo -dasar bego!- oh iya cindy gokiiiil masa masa dia reading 100 waw waw)
Writing:
Listening: 83 (ini juga miracle banget. listening dari 4 kali -kalo gg salah- gue gg remed 2 kali. wakakak 50-50)
Math
-belom ada yg keluar buat dua"nya.. :(-
Phy
Paper 1: 100 (ALHAMDULILLAAAAH! perjuangan gue mantengin past paper gg sia")
Paper 3: 85 (ALHAMDULILLAH LAGI gue gg nyangka kalo gue gg remed zz)
Mapel Reguleeer!
Agama : 86 (lumayan laaah.. but I expected more :( )
Geo : 65.00 (TINGGAL 2 SOAL LAGI GUE GG REMED aaah bu yuli ayolaaah. mana gue peringkat 1 buat yg remed zz, dan pas remednya pas harpitnas jum'at minggu ini zz pengen libuuur)
B.Indo : -belom dibagiin juga nih-
Ekonomi : 94 (terima kasih adikku dana, catatanmu sungguh sangat membantu! Allahpun membalasnya dengan memberikan nilai 100 padamu dan menjadikanmu topic of the day hari ini ;p)
Penjas : -entahlah. sabodo teuing mau remed ato gg, does it make sense?-
yaah semoga nilai yg belom keluar gg remeeeed. remed is a boring thing to do, right?
18 March 2009
i'm lost :(
Ya, gue ilang :(
Kenapa? Kenapa? Kenapa?
And the story begins..
Hari Senin ditengah kekhusyuan gue ngerjain soal Physics, Mbak Sri tiba-tiba masuk dan berkata,
"Nanti yang mau ikut seleksi OSN tingkat sekolah, tulis namanya di kertas ini ya. Ini saya kasih ke ketua kelas (dalam hal ini Irfan)"
hmm.. awalnya sih gue gg tertarik buat ikut OSN sejak gue menyadari kalo gue emang gg cocok buat ikut olimpiade, cocoknya ikut lomba biasa aja..
*FLASHBACK*
-deenz, SMP kelas 2 @ Nurul Fikri Boarding School-
Hari itu merupakan hari yg paling gue tunggu, sejak guru biologi gue mengeluarkan petisi bahwa nanti ada 13 anak yg bakal ikut seleksi OSN tingkat sekolah, dan gue termasuk. Bidang yang diujikan ada biologi, fisika dan matematika. Sejenak gue berpikir, gue mau pilih yg mana ya? Biologi? Entah kenapa daya ingat gue cepet banget hilang. Fisika? Lumayan gampang sih (untuk saat itu) Matematika? Dan akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk memilih matematika.
Guru biologi yg
DENG! Gue kaget
Ternyata bukan kami yg disuruh memilih, tapi kami semua diberikan ketiga mapel tersebut! Aduh mana soal biologi pake soal persiapan MOSI (Menuju Olimpiade Sains I..? entah Indonesia atau Internasional) yg diselenggarakan tahun lalu, dan gue nggak ikut. Pintar sekali. Fisika.. ternyata gg segampang yg gue sangka. Matematika.. logika semua (baca: tipe soal olimpiade). Akhirnya dengan suram gue ngerjain soal" biadab itu.
Hari pengumuman tiba..
Ternyata gue gg keterima, karena yg diambil 3 orang utk biologi, 3 orang utk fisika, dan 3 orang utk matematika. Sempet terbersit rasa kecewa sih.. tapi nggak apa" lah. Belom rezeki kali. Pas gue tanya nilainya, ternyata gue dapet yang paling tinggi di Matematika se-Tholibah (murid cewek. ah gg gaul ah gg tau ;P) tapi nilai gue cuma 2 dari 10 soal^^; Akhirnya setelah seleksi OSN itu, yang lolos biologi cewek semua.. fisika 1 cewek 2 cowok.. dan matematika cowok semua. Waw. Tapi dari situ, gue dapet manfaatnya. Dengan gg terpilihnya gue buat ikut OSN, peluang gue buat ikut lomba lain gede banget. Sebut saja Lomba Siswa Teladan, Lomba Cerdas Cermat, English Debate, dan lain-lain. (maaf yaa.. gg maksud sombong :( )
-deenz, kelas X SMAN 8 Jakarta-
Ada selebaran magnetik sanggup yg menarik mataku untuk meliriknya. Ternyata itu nama-nama anak yg bakal ikut seleksi study club untuk persiapan OSN. Dicari" nama gue, kok nggak ada ya. Akhirnya gue baru inget kalo formulir itu dibagiin pas gue sakit seminggu, jadi gue gg kedaftar. Tapi alhamdulillah, anak yg namanya gg ada di daftar boleh ikut. Guepun dilema..
Komputer atau Astronomi yaa?
Alasan:
- Komputer.. gue pernah ikut science clubnya sih, dan untungnya masih ada modulnya. Setidaknya gue punya dasarnya
-Astronomi.. gue tertarik buat nyoba hal-hal yg gue suka. Dan soalnya gue sempet punya cita" buat jadi astronom dan bikin teleskop yg lebih hebat dari Hubble.
Setelah meminta pendapat banyak orang dan diri gue sendiri, gue akhirnya memutuskan buat ikut Astronomi.
Pas tes, soalnya gg jauh beda dari soal ulangan harian geografi. Dan bodohnya, gue masih sempet tidur.
Pas pengumuman, jelaslah gue gg keterima. Gue tidur dan kurang persiapan. Tapi gue menyadari satu keanehan. Kenapa nama Avi ada di hasil Kimia n Astronomi ya? Udahlah, gue pasrah. Toh gue udah sibuk sama Kumon, tutor, dan lainnya.
Tapi baru-baru ini gue sadar (lebih tepatnya berhipotesis) kalo sebenernya gue yg keterima. Masalahnya ada di kode peserta. Buat anak reguler, kode pesertanya ngikut kelas, misalnya kelas XF, kodenya jadi 1F------. Tapi ternyata kode anak inter mirip-mirip gitu... Kan gue kelas X inter A yg kodenya 1A00008. Pas gue cek kode pesertanya Avi baru-baru ini (pas dia masih di reguler; sekarang dia aksel), ternyata kode pesertanya 1A08008 dan itu gg jauh beda sama gue. Pantesan aja komputernya salah masukin nama. Dan pas gue tanya teman gue sesama inter yg keterima study club, mereka bukan 1A0000x, tapi jadi 1J0000x. AAAAAHHHH! Udahlah, nggak apa-apa. Mungkin emang gue gg jodoh sama OSN...
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Tapi gue pengen nyoba lagi. Bukan astronomi, karena pas dilihat" catetan anak astronomi, gue gg ngerti apa-apa. Yaudah daripada mati di kandang singa, mendingan gue mencoba menoreh nama baru atas nama Komputer. Dan tesnya besok. Doain yaaa semoga lulus :)
OMAKE (a.k.a ekstra): Gue dari jam 12 OL cuma buat nungguin temen gue yg ikut SC (study club) komputer, tapi dia gg OL". Dan gue nyoba" Pascal dan gue gg tau gimana cara run programnya. Sementara itu, gue belom belajar ekonomi dari catetan yg ada 9 lembar bolak balik, padahal besok midtest. bodooooh :(
07 March 2009
2nd mid-term exam = IGCSE is almost here! >.<
02 March 2009
mencoba tuk bersabar.. masih adakah sabarku untuknya?
baru pertama kali deenz ngerasain yg namanya bener-bener gloomy di sekolah.
padahal asal kalian tau, yg namanya hidup gue 99% sekolah, 1% rumah. jadi kalo di sekolah gue lebay, ato gue happy, menggila, dan semacemnya yg menurut kalian "apaan sih ni orang? lebay, girang gg jelas, dsb. gausa temenan sama dia deh." maklumin yaa. soalnya cuma di sekolah tempat gue bener-bener seneng, tempat gue punya temen (yeah, my friends at home are only laptop -not mine-, hp, ipod, and my bedroom), tempat gue bisa ngomong (gue hampir gg pernah ngomong sama bonyok. kadang-kadang gue iri sama orang yg bisa cerita, at least ngobrol-ngobrol sama bonyoknya, kayak orang yg bakal gue ceritain sekarang.) dan ya, semangat sekolah gue sekarang bener-bener down gara-gara orang satu ini. (buat sang terdakwa yg baca, please ngertiin keabnormalan gue.)
oke, sang terdakwa kita simbolkan dengan nama DDA. hmm.. dia koleris, tipe pemimpin. kalo diliat secara keseluruhan, dan walopun lo kenal dia bentar aja, lo gg bakal nyangka kalo dia bikin gue kayak gini (serasa apaan aja sih). orangnya bener-bener friendly, ramah, pinter, cakep? kalo menurut kacamata umum bisa dibilang cakep. tapi gara-gara hal ini, gue berubah persepsi tentang dia. and now, let the story begins..
senin, 2 maret 2009
Hari ini ada upacara. Seperti biasa, gue dan beberapa sahabat gue langsung ke lapangan. Upacara berjalan seperti biasa. Jam-jam sekolahpun selanjutnya juga berjalan lancar, bisa dibilang menyenangkan. Apalagi dengan kehadiran 'dua kombi abadi' yg duduk di belakang gue. Awalnya gue seneng, soalnya bisa dibilang mereka salah satu sebab gue betah di sekolah. Dan hari ini bisa dibilang (mungkin menurut kacamata orang-orang) adalah klimaksnya kelebayan gue. Gue jatoh dari kursi cuma buat ngambil spidol yg jatoh di bawah meja, dan akhirnya salah satu dari kombi itu ngambilin buat gue (makasih banyak yaa!). Dan pas mau istirahat, gue gg sengaja ngejepit lengan kombi yg satu lagi. Yaudah, gue feel bad sama dia :( Abis istirahat sih damai-damai aja. Pas istirahat solat kayaknya udah mulai-mulai dia 'sensi' ke gue. Pas gue naik tangga ke kelas, dia juga turun tangga buat solat. Dan dia gg nyapa gue. Mungkin kalian mikir, apaan sih, nyapa doang diperhatiin. Tapi buat orang kayak dia, itu hal yg aneh! (mengingat dia orang yg ramah). Udah lah, cuma sekali ini. Paling nanti baik lagi, pikir gue. Istirahat kedua, awal-awalnya biasa aja. Dia cerita-cerita, dan gue mendengarkan dgn baik (i'm a good listener, a rare hobby). Gue appreciate dgn ceritanya.
Nah, puncak kekesalan gue muncul pas pelajaran terakhir, yaitu math. Chairmate gue kehilangan uang yg cukup besar, dan gue pengen pinjemin uang gue ke dia, tapi dia gg mau terima. Nah, si DDA ini bercanda-candain lah duit gue itu. Trus gue dengan penuh kelebayan bilang, kalo uang punya nyawa, dia pasti nangis. Pas ilang dia dicari-cari, pas ketemu gg diakui (iya lah, orang itu duit gue). Abis itu, kayaknya si DDA males main sama gue, dan dia ngelempar duit gue yg ditangannya. Bagus banget. Udah gitu, gue gloomy, sampe diliatin sama kombi yg baik hati itu :) Yg bikin gue tambah tersinggung, pas dia balikin pensil yg dia pinjem, dia juga ngasih bolpen-yg-gue-gg-tau-itu-punya-siapa. Dia nyuruh gue buat nyimpen bolpen itu. Dan gue nolak, takutnya kalo gue pinjem, ntar kelupaan dan jatohnya ghosob (ngambil barang milik orang lain tanpa izin), dan gue bilang buat taro aja bolpen itu di atas meja. Tapi dia malah maksa (dengan nada agak membentak), bilang "apa susahnya sih nyimpen bolpen doang?" JLEB! Itu bener-bener nusuk. Nada ngomongnya gg enak, omongannya dalem pula. Padahal kita sama-sama lagi puasa. Yaudah gue diemin aja, dengan hati yg bener-bener (mungkin) gg bisa maafin si DDA.
Gue bener-bener udah capek buat sabar. Gue sebisa mungkin dengerin cerita orang, sampe orang yg kayak mike (maaf yaa mike) juga gue dengerin. Kenapa? Karena gue tau banget rasanya gg didengerin sama orang dan itu bener-bener pahit. Kalo kayak gitu, gue langsung diem, gg berani buat ngomong apa-apa lagi. Lagian buat apa? Kita gg didengerin kok maksa buat cerita.
26 February 2009
moving on..
I want to post this posting as soon as possible; reminding that I face this problem EVERYDAY.
My main problem is.. I'm haunted with my parents' terror that I must transfer to my 'spare' high school, where I spent my junior high time. And I know that they have tried any ways, any arguments, or any mistakes either from me or smandel itself. Well, I chose smandel for my high school because I want to face new circumstances, new environment, new friends (even though I also met some of my elementary and junior high buddies), new challenges and so on. But every day, if I make a single mistake such as I'm easily to be forgotten, my mother always said "You lack of reading Holy Qur'an everyday. Don't NF always used to read 4 pages of Holy Qur'an everyday? You better go back there."
OH MY GOD IT'S KINDA WORST, SILLY SENTENCE THAT I'VE EVER HEARD. No, I'm not blaming the routinities to read Holy Qur'an everyday. But I blamed that she always blame every mistakes that I've done because of that. Well human never escaped from mistakes right? And her biggest mistake is she always do in the name of Qur'an, and also she never realised herself either. That's what I
24:31 And say to the believing women that they lower their gaze and restrain their sexual passions and do not display their adornment except what appears thereof. And let them wear their head-coverings over their bosoms. And they should not display their adornment except to their husbands or their fathers, or the fathers of their husbands, or their sons, or the sons of their husbands, or their brothers, or their brothers’ sons, or their sisters’ sons, or their women, or those whom their right hands possess, or guileless male servants, or the children who know not women’s nakedness. And let them not strike their feet so that the adornment that they hide may be known. And turn to Allah all, O believers, so that you may be successful.
Surat An-Nur: 30-31
"Katakanlah kepada orang-orang laki-laki yang beriman "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui, apa yang mereka perbuat." "Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman :"Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya dan memelihara kemaluannya, kecuali yang (biasa) nampak dari padanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung ke dadanya dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali kepada suami mereka, atau ayah mereka, atau ayah suami mereka, atau putera-putera mereka, putera-putera suami mereka, atau saudara-saudara laki-laki mereka, putera-putera saudara laki-laki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara perempuan mereka, atau wanita-wanita Islam, atau budak-budak yang mereka miliki, atau pelayan-pelayan laki-laki yang tidak mempunyai keinginan (terhadap wanita), atau anak-anak yang belum mengerti tentang aurat wanita. Dan janganlah mereka meukulkan kakinya agar diketahui perhiasan yang mereka sembunyikan. Dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, hai orang-orang yang beriman supaya kamu beruntung."
See? She almost never do these order, except for several people like my Qur'an recite tutors. Especially for those boldies.
I always tried to be istiqomah, to be myself as I used to be in NF. But my parents always see me in different way. Well, maybe because I'm so introverted. I've ever didn't call my parents in 2 months because I don't have any duties or importance to be talked to my parents. I'm not kinda cry baby or mommy's kid that can tell everything about how's school, or your crush, etc. I'm kinda cool, doesn't like to tell anybody about my problems. I'd like to keep it, then forgot it. And because of my school was a boarding school, they don't know anything about my activities there. They don't know that I liked to hide my earphone under my veil and hear mp3 along the school time. They don't know that I liked to forgot easily, spoke wrongly. So, if I had that 'horrible' habits in my junior high, who should be blamed here?
But after I enjoy 7-month-high-school-life, I found that my friends at smandel are much more religious than some of my junior high friends. Without experiencing boarding school life, they know that they have to cover their adornment perfectly (I've ever being told to lower my veil by my friend). They know that they should pray dhuha everyday. Moreover and the most shocking, they know some religion knowledges than I never know! And when I met some of my junior high buddies, some of them have took off their veils, or make it shorter than she wore in past. But not all of them are bad either (but I rarely find my buddies that still istiqomah with those long veil, skirt, and socks).
So, from my experience, should I transfer school? Leave some comments. Thank you for reading my horrible scribbles, but that's what I hold on lately.
22 February 2009
bodoooh
1. I haven't do my super-many kumon homeworks (both English and math ^^;)
2. I used my father's laptop when he 'ran away' from my house (maybe I'll tell it later on)
3. It's 21:37, and I should wake up at 3:30 am to prepare my class-favourite-lunchbox (sounds exaggerating, but honest, almost everyone in my class love it!)
4. I'm sick, and for these recent 2 days I have a horrible antibiotic-eating cycle.
5. I always stare, without any reason, at YDKW photo (Y)
6. I miss my MSN badly. There's no MSN Messenger on my father's :(
7. I don't study hard, whereas IGCSE is 2 months to go
8. I felt bad for someone, who is still angry at me and my 3 friends. I tried to apologize her, but she didn't want to :(
well, actually I'm interested in telling you about my freaky-Friday, and okay, I'll tell it now.
So, actually my Friday was just fine, but there's something that make it different. All starts from 'Pelantikan Subsi' that will be held on Saturday. Because they want to determine who will bring this and that, some of my friends bring several things that they should bring on the next day. Then, Irfan brought a small disc, then I noticed that it's a disc with LED lamp surrounding on it surface. Because of that uniqueness, some of my friends borrowed it, so did Goya. He borrowed, then he put it in his school shirt. Using hat, a headmicro-phone (headphone + microphone), and the LED disc that had been turned on, my biology teacher gave a challenge to him. So, he should use that 'strange' appearence to International Class Secretary, and asked Mrs. Nanie (the fierecest one) about her opinion, and if he can do that, my teacher will take a picture with him. As a boy with no shame, Goya ran away to the secreatary and came back with smile. HE DID IT. hahaha :D Finally, he took a picture with my teacher :) *I will attach it later. It had not been posted in Facebook yet, with my classmates tag :D
I also LOVE that Friday. I talked a lot with YDKW. hahaha I LOVE IT :D but I felt that I'm useless, compared to him. It really make a contrast, 180 degree. I also get some tongue twisters about two toed tree toad loved a three toad tree toad and it was she. so sweet :) But Mrs Dian interrupted it and we should gather on the field to get some 'wejangan' from the headmaster about 'Pelantikan Subsi' for tomorrow. And as you already know that I didn't join it, and I can't wait for those stories from my friends :)
15 February 2009
exhausted. totally
How can it be? Or I should say that there won't be any single day for me to relax-except for days when I suffered from illness. Possibly, I was infected by my sister, who got typhus and came back home. NOOO...!!
On Monday, I went to school as usual. I got bad score in ESL test, and there were only two students who got remedial :'(, me and the-boy-called-
Tuesday, there's nothing special, except the little disturbance that I made on Music time. So when some students were examined by the apprentice teacher from Universitas Negeri Jakarta, I explored the music room and found a green flag with tassels around it, and a long white banner (it's long, so I called it 'banner, even though I knew that the banner wasn't made from the 'supposed-to' banner material. Got it?) and I covered myself with those sheets and acted as a dead body, and Khalda took a picture of me :p
Wednesday, I'm off from school. My mother and I went to Tasikmalaya to manage something there. I miss X Inter A a lot! :) I arrived at Jakarta at night , when the clock stroke 7.
Thursday, I came back to school. I really missed that atmosphere. I asked my friends about what happened yesterday, and also asked my friends in PMR about the forum that I also missed yesterday. And I got headache because of all science subjects that filled that day, from 7 a.m. to 3.30 p.m.
Friday, I did Bahasa Indonesia presentation about the usage of conjuction, made some quizzes and let other groups answered it. Fortunately, I'm in a group of those smart-ies and dilligents, like Ardi, Cindy and Dana. I'm just nothing between them :( And I also experience three times of doing embarassing things. First, I went to X-I because the-woman-in-charge of PMR asked all of PMR members to gather on X-I at the second break period. And when I opened the X-I classroom door directly, the teacher was teaching in front of the class! Without saying anything, I ran away from that class ^.^; The second and third time was the same thing I did. It began when one of Rohis activist asked me to distribute flyers about the invitation of 'CERI' or 'Ceramah Keputrian' on AV Grande. She asked me to distribute it for X Inter A and X Inter B. And when I arrived at those class, apperently there's someone who distributed the same flyers as I received ^^;
Saturday, it's Valentine. I got chocolate from Dana and I should return something for her on White Day on March 14th *hahaha :) I'm not a boy. White Day is only for boy, kid*, and I hoped stupidly with You-Don't-Know-Him (YDKH), my new crush ;) but I don't want to have a relationship. It's haram, you know. There was no teaching-learning process, and no PMR diklat. So, all of PMR members were cleaning the School Medical Unit, and it was so aww. The cupboard was lying on the table, the floors were dirty, the windows were full of dust. It was similar to old hospital that often appear in horror movie scene :D In my opinion, the one that make the patient felt comfortable with that room were the lamps that shone brightly. We started the 'cleaning ceremony', and I as the 'setan bersih-bersih' did it quite well.. and had some chit-chat about problems among us. In the middle of 'cleaning process', I left the School Medical Unit to follow tutorial. But when I arrived at my class, it was so quiet. Only few people, like Khalda, Dana, Fiya (and she was lying on the chair), Ardi, and Alex. Later on I knew that it was break time. I was starving, and I planned to go to the canteen or cafetaria. I was going to go to canteen with Ardi, but he went to the bathroom first, and Khalda, Dana, Alex were going to have somemeal in canteen, cafetaria, or 'koperasi'. Finally, we went to 'koperasi' and bought some snacks there. I felt bad with Ardi :( Then, we came back to class to have math tutorial. After tutorial, I met some PMR members and took a look at the School Medical Unit that... wow, it's totally different than before (mm.. I think I shouldn't use totally. It didn't change a lot). It's cleaner, fresher, greener, lighter, match *heeh?*. Then I went to Aula, having Wushu class. I love it!
Sunday, it's a real bloody Sunday. I woke up with stuffed nose and nasal voice. I'm sure that I have covered all of my body part with a thick bedcover, but I still felt bad with that nose. And moreover, worse than that stupid stuffed nose and nasal voice, I should finished all my KUMON homeworks since 2 weeks ago and I still haven't finished it now. I'm absent for 2 weeks because of the subsi things, and it's impossible to arrive at Pondok Indah at 5 if I just left the school in Bukit Duri at 4 :( I also felt bad to the tutor there. And now, I'm enjoying downloading Japanese language materials from JapanesePod101. I used to download podcast from that server in iTunes, but now I'm trying to check the website and found many interesting stuffs there! It's highly recommended for those who wants to learn Japanese easier! *promotion mode : ON*





