my theme song

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you

I though that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve had it long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face all over
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all, 
I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby
Safe to say that I’m officially missin’ you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I’m officially missin’ you 

*OMG this one is awesome! so touching :')

busy and tired daaay :)

(pake b. Indo yaa. udah malem, anak kecil gaboleh tidur kemaleman ngantuk)

Hari ini gue bisa dibilang lumayan sibuk, dari keseharian saat liburan yg ngebosenin, kayak bangun tidur kuterus solat makan ol solat makan ol daaaaan seterusnya. 

Entah kenapa gue belom tobat, padahal IGCSE tinggal 2 mingguan lagi, dan pelajaran pertama yg diujiin itu Physics Paper 6 - Alternative to Practical. Bagus banget langsung physics gitu yaa. Bundelan past papers yg dikasih (chemistry, biology, physics) hampir gg gue kerjain sama sekali. Belagu banget ya. Apalagi yg physics. Melihatpun segan, ngerjainnya apa lagi (ampun pak halim). Thanks to those teachers yg udah repot-repot fotokopiin, apalagi sir Halim yg bawain 46 past papers compilation yg setebel buku chemistry naik motor pagi-pagi berangkat jam setengah 5 *udah hafal gituu*. Mana lagi buku biology gue ilang -_____- huaaah sedih banget nget apalagi buku biology itu yg paling enak dibaca kalo dibandingin buku lainnya. Kalo biasanya buku biologi itu identik sama tebel, kalo ini nggak sama sekali. TIPIS saudara saudara. Setipis buku ESL, dan maka dari itu enak dibaca (soalnya diterangin inti-intinya aja). And.. sebenernya salah gue juga sih, kenapa gue taro buku biologi itu di laci bawah whiteboard, trus pas anak Inter B pengen minjem buku biologi, malah pada nyodorin yg punya gue di laci itu tanpa nanya-nanya dulu ke gue, dibolehin ato gg. Ya Allah, gue gg mau nyumpahin sebenernya, tapi mereka udah bikin buku biologi gue ilang (but IT'S my own FAULT). Udah minjemin gg izin, yg minjem gg langsung balikin lagi. Mending kalo yg minjem itu miskin, gapunya uang buat beli buku biologi, trus saking rajinnya dibaca terus, itu gue masih maklum. Nah ini? Dijaga aja belom tentu, dibaca apa lagi. Yaaa.. gue percaya banget sama Allah bakal ngasih ganjaran yg setimpal. Gue gg berhak nyumpahin siapapun.

Okay, keluar dari curhat room *hahaha norak*. Jadiii tadi gue baru berangkat dari rumah jam setengah 10an buat KUMON di Pondok Indah, trus baru selesai jam 12 kurang dikit soalnya gue ikutnya both English and Math. Padahal gue mau ikut rapat rohis di Risol -____- hmmm abis KUMON, gue gg langsung ke Risol, tapi ke PIM 2 dulu mau nutup tabungan *skip gapenting* trus gue bingung mau keluarnya lewat mana, akhirnya gue liat ada pintu, trus DI SEKITARNYA ADA RESTORAN (Y). Yaudah gue beli kayak semacem seafood gratin gitu, tapi kalo gratin kan pake kentang, nah ini pake nasi dan rasanya MAKNYUUUS. gue pengen ah nyoba bikin *jiwa ibu-ibu : ON*. Trus pas gue nunggu, tiba" disms sama Dinda:

"Din, rapatnya udah selesai. Gue tunggu di sekolah ya. Oh iya, Naufal juga mau nebeng"

okaaay mereka mau nebeng mobil gue buat ke apartemen PW, ikut tutor biologi *gue juga sih*. Karena gg ada makanan, gue beliin aja minisnya Krispy Kreme yg ada di sebelah pintu keluar satu lusin. Semua beres, gue jalan ke sekolah. Di jalan maceeeeeet banget nget apalagi yg namanya Blok A itu masyallah. Skip, gue sampe sekolah ketemu Dinda sama Naufal, eh ternyata Rista anak XG mau nebeng pulang sampe Kampung Melayu. Sip oke deh dianterin baru deh cabut ke apt. PW. Nyampe-nyampe, ketemu gedungnya, trus KITA SALAH NAIK LIFT. Kita malah naik lift buat yg lantai ganjil, sedangkan PW di lantai genap. Dan yaudah, dari lantai 11 kita naik tangga emergency HAHAHA itu sumpah yg namanya gue adu pendapat sama mereka sampe" pas pintu lift mau tutup gue malah keluar, Dinda sama Naufal di dalem.. pada ngotot semua. 

Sesampainya di rumah PW, kita yg nyampe pertama lowch *bangga*. Trus Naufal mulai ngambil komik satu.. gue juga ngambil, baca. Trus Dana, Asty, Cindy dateng, baru Ichi, Irfan, Ardi. Baru Mr. Acepnya dateng telat gara" bingung nyari parkiran motor ^^; Sabar ya siiir. Ngeliat yg lain pada baca komik, Mr. Acep juga ngambil segepok, trus baca pas kita-kita lagi ngerjain past papers -_____-. Abis itu El, Way sama Nisna dateng, baru Fiya sama Zara. Terus makan, sholat Ashar *parah bgt, padahal udah jam 5an*, sama main", baca", minta data past papers, yg rajin masih ngerjain past paper. Eh udah jam 6, Pak Yasin udah SMS, akhirnya gue balik sama El ke bawah, El numpang sampe depan Pasar Festival.

Huaaaah seru yaaa. PW, your place IS the best! Kapan-kapan pinjem komik yaaa.

ALERT: 8 mission technical meeting and LKS pentaru are going to be held this weekend -____- hope everything will be alright and pray for me to boost my courage >.< *kok kayaknya gue coward banget yaa?*

rese banget

baca deh isi milis ini (taken from: milis NFBS):

Yth Pengurus Yayasan NFBS,

 

Kami mendapat keluhan dari anak kami di asrama ABC,sudah beberapa hari ini air mati sehingga ada air tetap[I kotor selesai madi badan jadi gatal2.

 

Dan juga karena anak kami kelas 10 C SMA,pada saat dilaksanakan UAn mereka tidak libur,sedangkan semua sekolah apabila UAn dilaksanakan selalu kelas dibawahnya libur

 

Jadi dengan kebersamaan air mati dan UAN barangkali bisa usu untuk dapat dilburkan dulu.

 

Demikian disampaikan terima kasih,dan mohon maaf bila kurang berkenan.

 

Wassalam Wr Wb,

oke, masalah air mati emang habis perkara. emang mau digimanain lagi? tapi kalo masalah libur, IH SEBEL BANGET itu bapak-bapak kayaknya ngebet banget anaknya pengen libur. emangnya gg boros bensin? mending kalo anyer-cilegon coba anyer-malaysia?? *sabar deenz, orangtua anak baru* dan jangan ngurusin kepentingan bapak aja dong, kalo bapak pengen anaknya libur, kenapa gg dijemput aja anaknya sekalian? 

haaaah. kadang-kadang yg kayak gini (tumben"nya) bikin gue emosi. harusnya sekalian aja tu bapak protes gara" idul adha, nyepi, natal dan hari libur nasional (beside idul fitri) gg libur. apalagi perkaranya itu hari libur nasional, dan harusnya bapak itu lebih bisa memberikan argumen yg lebih meyakinkan dong.. masa malah memperjuangkan hari libur 'spesial' buat anak SMA. kalo dipikir-pikir malu dong.. anak SMP aja seinget dan sepengetahuan gue pas gue UN atopun gue gg libur karena kelas 3 UN, gada yg protes. padahal secara umur, anak SMP lebih muda dari anak SMA, tapi kok lebih legowo anak SMPnya. huuh :(

bagi oknum yg tidaksayasebutkannamanya, maaf kalo tiba" menemukan blog ini. saya hanya menyampaikan aspirasi saya yg saya pikir tidak layak dan tidak mengenakkan bagi banyak orang untuk membaca balasan surat elektronik bapak. Sekian, WWW.

Dina Rahmatika

alumni SMPI NFBS angkatan 7

HB Rustam!

long holy-days, finally

Finally, I have a long holiday for a week, because the 12 grader are doing the National Exams. Ganbatte ne, senpai! And I confused, how to spend these days. My senior asked me to hang out, but I refused because I said that I'm in IGCSE preparation, it's just 2 weeks to go. He said that I'm belagu and I thought that he's angry to me. SORRY I DON'T MEANT TO.

Well then, I just passed a not-so-fun week, because my class was so...quiet. I felt weird when I studied in a quiet condition-maybe I'm used to study in the noisy one, or I'll feel asleep. haha and I just play the computer most of the school hour, or just pay no attention to the teacher. But I experienced something that really really stupid on Friday. On that day, there was a LKS forum. Most of the participants *or maybe only me* were nervous when having the forum or something like that. In the class, I got stomachache, and just kept calmly panic *???*. Then after the bell rang, Ardi, Naufal, Emil and I were 'running' to the class where the forum was usually held. But at the moment we were walking to there, an officer whistled us not to get closer to the class that we're going to go for forum. When we approached him, one of our counseling were angry because many students were being stubborn, and so on and on. So, the conclusion was... WE DIDN'T ATTEND THE FORUM. hahaha :) :) but I attended 8 mission meeting. 8 mission is a religionic competition that will participated by Jakarta's islamic highschool students.

The next day, I attended the physical training at Gelora Bung Karno. It's my first time, remembering that I didn't join any physical subsi, so there were lack of training. Then, the senior asked us to do sit-ups, push-ups, joined running, joined push-ups and sit-ups. For the last one, that's the most exciting one. I'll tell you later :) The seniors were very kind and minusing our seri punishment from 735 to 600. Thanks! :D

From Gelora Bung Karno, I went to school to gave Khalda my flashdisk, so she could collect Dinda's paper that should be collected that day, and Dinda was going to Kendari to attend her cousin's wedding. From school I went to take my AFS form. AFS is a program from Bina Antarbudaya. It's kinda exchange program, and my father was really interested. Well, at the first time I didn't really excited to join that program but I just try to compete with other students from different schools. And also, I want to experience living in other country, beside for short-term vacation that I usually joined to. After that, I went to Galeri Indosat Pondok Indah to set my access point so my phone can use Opera Mini and eBuddy, and now it works! :) :)

Well, IGCSE was getting closer, and I should study harder that before, more dilligent than before, to achieve better than before. Wish me luck, fellas :)

tell me your result! (2)

taken from : here

Understanding

You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested.

You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.

With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

Accessible

You're comfortable expressing yourself in words and actions, with no self-censorship. You believe that if someone doesn't like what they see it's not your problem, but theirs.

You don't see the need to keep your thoughts to yourself, or to have a zone of privacy that encompasses only yourself and a small circle of friends and relatives.

A high score on the "accessible" trait suggests that you have a lot of friends, socialize often, and enjoy rap/hip-hop music.

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

Scrupulous

You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.

Upbeat

You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.

You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.

Empathetic

You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.

You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.

Organized

You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.

You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.

Calm

You rarely become irritated, generally accept people as they are, take things as they come, and feel relaxed in most situations.

You do not let a minor annoyance escalate to a confrontation. You don't regularly snap at those around you or fly off the handle with little provocation.

Sociable

You are a people person. You're much more likely to be found in the middle of a crowd than home alone. When there's a good time to be had, you're likely to be having it.

You are not necessarily happier when you're by yourself, and would not choose to be home alone rather than, say, in a crowded club with your friends.

Well, I guess the result isn't that accurate, but there's several points that describe me well :)